Sunday, November 12, 2006
This is my dog. She loves to be under the blankets. She doesnt like to get her picture taken. I dont think she likes the noise the camera makes. Her former owner committed suicide. He shot himself. He was going through a divorce and he couldnt handle it. I think Gabby may have been there when he did it, because she is afraid of some noises. My grandsons have play guns, when they bring them in here she hides. For a long time I didnt get it, then one day it just hit me...she saw him do it! I feel bad for Gabby and I feel bad for him. I hope wherever he is he knows I am taking good care of his dog. I didnt know him. I got the dog through a friend of his family. Gabby is very friendly and lovable, I can only imagine how scared she was. I can also imagine the agony the man was going through. Suicide has so many repercussions. My girlfriends ex husband committed suicide, his 2 sons were totally devastated, I dont know if they will ever accept it. Some people say its a cowards way out but I dont believe that. I think they must be in so much dispair and pain they dont know what to do. For some reason they dont reach out to anyone. Its like they cant see beyond the pain they are in. I have heard its a permanent solution to a temporary problem...that sounds about right.
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