Well I spoke to soon about how well the X and I got along now. When he comes here sometimes I feel as if he thinks he is taking over. And I resent that. So last night as I was sitting here at my computer and the X was laying on my bed watching my tv, it happened. I got a phone call from my daughters boyfriend..I was trying to listen to him and X was in the background going.....who is that? what does he want?...I kept trying to tell him to wait a sec. ( it really pisses me off when he does that) But he just kept asking me questions while I was trying to talk to Zane. ( Ash's bf) So I finally told him to shut up. And that made him mad. So when I got off the phone I said " its time for you to leave". He said " its late, "Ill leave tomorrow.....". I said " you will leave now"......so he did. And he called the next morning and I wouldnt answer the phone. Sometimes he is so nice I almost forget why we got a divorce......and then I remember. I cant stand it when someone is trying to talk to me while I am on the phone. So.......lol....maybe I dont get along so well with my X. He uses the famous f word all the time.....and I dont like that. Thats why I got a divorce...so I didnt have to listen to him bitch. So scratch that about the X and I having such a good relationship! Forget I ever said it. ; ))
I havent blogged since Wednesday!!! What have I been doing???? I worked last night and then today the kids were here And we were out in the pool. Tonight I went to the Bible School program the Gaige and Zack were in. It was so cute. Zack would not stand still and he kept walking all over the stage.....Gaige wouldnt sing.....lol....then Zack ran back to us in the pews in the middle of their program....the Church was full!Everybody was laughing ( but Zacks Daddy and Mommy) So I took him upstairs to the cry room, where you can look down and see all that is going on in the Church and there is a microphone. He played and I watched the rest of the program. They have toys in the cry room. As I was sitting there I felt so at home....and renewed...I had that feeling I get in my Church. Its a feeling of contentment. I need to start going to Church. I used to always go....then my work schedule was so crazy....but I need to go back.
So the weekend is here. I hope you all have a good one......see ya Monday!
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I remember those church school programs. There was always one kid the congregation enjoyed but the parents wished they were somewhere else. I wish United had a cry room with television. Your ex doesn't sound too smart.
Hope you can get back to church and feel comfortable
..so glad it's fixed so that all can come to visit...about the comment, no worries, you read it and that is what really matters, that your heart knows what was said..hugs. have a great one...
Your ex sounds like my ex...guess that is why they are exs! LOL I hated when he would do that to me on the phone too...always want to know immediately who I was talking to. I know the frustration of trying to talk to the person on the phone and being harrassed about who you're talking to! Why don't they understand just wait a minute...you are being rude!?! LOL
Sounds like it was still a fun Bible school program for the kids :)
X's are X's for a reason I guess! LOL!
That church program must have been so fun! Watching thos ekis must have been so great!That is the sort of thing that makes me appreciate being here.
Good Morning Dear Catch, I don't think I'll forget all you said about your x, although he sounds like he can be a challenge at the best of times, I love that you always respect him as the father of your children. When I read what you write about church, it makes me want to find a place like that. The closest I've come is when I am in nature, surrounded by really old, majestic trees... That calm peace washes over me. I was extra happy last night, I had 4 wildberry vodka coolers, its been a long time, my tollerance is nowhere what it used to be :)
Glad you stood your ground last night! You are awsome Catch.
Much love to you.
K
DR John: my son and dil were so mortified and the whole Church was laughing...I was laughing hysterically b/c I knew that someday we would all laugh about it. I think my son is convinced Zack will be a bank robber or something b/c he didnt listen in Church..lol. You hit the nail on the head...the X isnt very smart!
Betty: I love the serene feeling it gives me and I know its Gods way of telling me he wants me to come back.
Chana: sorry I lost your comments...they were beautiful, as they always are. Thank you Sweety, just for being you.
Michelle: I didnt know you had an X, isnt it funny that we assume everyone lead a charmed life until we get to know them and find out they have been through a lot of the same things we have. I dont have a very healthy attitude about men, because of my marriage...but I think you have found a gem and that makes me very happy for you Michelle. From your posts he sounds very supportive and loving and I am very happy that you two found each other. God bless
Mimi: Im leaving all my X's in Texas...lol..the Church program was good fellowship....after the program we went downstairs to the community room and had cookies and pop...and yes like the drunken sailor I am, I broke over and had a coke and 3 cookies!!!! I think I need to look for a coca cola anoynomos ( sp). Back on the sugar free diet today! ( But Mimi...that coke tasted soooooooo good!!!!)
Karen: When my Father was dieing I went to Church and I would go to the evening services while taking care of him. I cant tell you how many times I sat there by myself...I wanted to be alone...and just let those feelings wash over me...I cried, I talked to God and it gave me strength to take care of one of the most important beings in my life...who I knew was leaving us very soon. I find peace in many places but I find spiritual peace when I am in Gods house. I encourage you to find such a place. There is a saying " Id rather live my life as if there was a God and find out at the end there wasnt...than to live my life as if there was no God and find out at the end there is a God." He is the best friend you will ever find Sweety.
I guess distance makes the heart grow fonder--until you see them again. LOL
Hope you're having a great weekend!
Mommy: you can say that again!
Shelli: thank you Shelli, I dont love him anymore, I havent for a long time ...but sometimes I pity him.
I know! I have not had a Coke in 4 days and I know one would be soooooo good right now!
I know what you mean about not knowing about people's past...people seem surprised to find out I've actually been divorced! I am thankful that the 2nd time around for me is so wonderful.
well 1 i'm glad your ex when you told him to leave. 2 i'm glad you divorced him when you did. 3 i see my X that same way because he can be soooo nice and i forget all about the assholeness he has, then it comes out and then i can dislike him all over again.
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