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there is nothing to do today...the weather is crappy....Gaige went home....I was watching a little tv.....it was about these women giving birth....I couldnt imagine being on one of those shows....when I was having babies I screamed and screamed.....and that was during conception...( grin). I had the biggest babies in the universe, ( ok maybe just my street) my second one weighed 10 pounds! First one weighed 8 ..121/2...3rd one weighed 8.5...when I started having these babies I only weighed 100 pounds soaking wet! So for me they were biggy sized. Beautiful babies though.....coal black hair....and they all looked just like their Mommy.....( hehe). They are Ty who will be 36 in September, Ben who was 30, and the baby...( still the baby) Ashley who will be 23 in May. It always took me the years between their births to gear up for another round of labor pains....something akin to a mack truck driving over your body! When I got pregnant for Ashley i was 34....she was quite a suprise! And of all things I decided to go through it ala naturalle.....hahaha....what was I thinking???? The resident was an older guy, very nice and he came in to check me every so often.....as the pain got worse and I would see him coming I would start screaming as soon as I seen him..."Get him away from me!!". I apologized to him the next day. When Ashley had Gaige I was almost afraid to go with her...I didnt know if I could stand to watch her in such pain. And she was about 100 pounds too and Gaige weighed 9 pounds at birth. Well....that little girl never uttered a word!!! I was in shock!!! She put me to shame! I was so proud of her! When I think of having another baby I could have a panic attack......but then again...aside from being 57 years old....I havent even been exposed lately!!!!!