my own personal space

Ok.......this is my blog....so..what to write about??? my life? naaaahhhh....I kinda consider it to be an ordinary life..although there have been some extra ordinary times in it....lol...which I thoroughly enjoyed! I am a 57 year old female....who sometimes acts like a 12 year old child. But not often..Im a little spoiled. I was the only girl in my family, I have 2 brothers. And we all know how precious little girls are...the only problem is they grow up to be big spoiled girls..lol. I had a great life...a very loving family...and I enjoyed being spoiled so much. But when I got married I kinda got unspoiled....lol....fast! What a time that was! I went with him all through high school and in my day..after high school you got married. He graduated a year ahead of me and he went to Viet Nam right after he graduated. So when I graduated and he came home we got married..btut I didnt know what being over there had done to him. He was not the same boy that I went with in high school. Of course I didnt realize this till after the wedding! And being the optomist I always try to be I always thought things would get better....but they never did. And by then the babies were coming...the best thing I have ever done...the happiest times of my life were when I had my babies. It kinda made dealing with a bad marriage bearable. And Im sure I never gave up hope things would change. As the kids got older I began to think of ways that I could get out of this marriage but I had no skills. ( remember I got married right out of high school). So when my youngest went to school I got a job in the grocery store here in town. At different times I had worked for the Water dept and the Police Dept but that was always just fill in work when the regular girl went on vacation. But once I went to work in the grocery store and I loved it b/c people came in to shop and I got to see evevrybody. My Dad had his own business..he owned a trucking company....and thats where I wanted to work.....so he hired me. I really didnt know too much about anything in the beginning...ok...Ill have ta get back to this....